Silence

I wonder on the benefits of remaining silent. Silence is golden it is said. But for me silence has become a haven. My refuge. In so little words or none at all I hide my emotions and real feelings.
And one day I fear it might just burst out. That thought compels me to remain further tight lipped. I want to say so much. I want to share so much but who will understand what I am trying to say?
ONE thing for sure. My wordless world is spinning out of control.

So many questions. And so little answers.

It hurts sometimes to the point I wish I could...well its no use wishing for what I don't have. Or will not have in the near future.

So I will continue to remain silent. The Keeper of secrets. Honestly even the penatagon couldn't have as many secrets. And I pray that one day...just one day. I could let it all out. Gosh what a relief that would be.